Twin Flames - a cursed blessing

To get the chance to meet your twin flame is maybe one of the most imprinting moments in a life or for a whole life. The way is stony, painful, a borderline experience and a love without any comparison. What borders were set in my past, what expectations made me the man I was before meeting my twin flame? How can a human being know my whole past and just reveal painful and though healing ways, that were all inside me? Life gave me the opportunity and I was allowed, still are allowed to discover, what it means to love - myself first.